| Exams Blueeee |
[Nov. 27th, 2009|07:00 pm] |
it kills to have to numerical-type of papers back to back. while friends are laughing, having the time of their lives (alread) and l4d-ing away at lan shops, or spending their time in town under the pretty christmas decos, ive been shutting myself either in, (1) the library (ii) at home. okay, i'm quite jealous. heh. but it's okay. soon it'll be wednesday; my final final paper.
i'll be leaving in the wee hours of the morning the following day. which means no time to catch up with anyone before i fly. boo. and i wont get to spend me-time after exams too, like to shop/catch up on sleep. yknow yknow. i believe the last person im going to see the day i end my paper is bb. oh i need to borrow some comfy shirt to layer on because its winter. thanks bb. speaking of which, i seriously dont know how i'm going to pack my backpack. i have no time to pack before my papers end. can anyone feel my stress?
i have a lot of thoughts about this whole trip because i'm going with people i dont really know. and there has been some unspoken hostiity through the course of our preparation. i hope i'm just thinking too much. i hate interpersonal conflicts, really. plus, i want to have fun on this trip. God, please keep me healthy! i dont want to fall sick now. H1N1 is so rampant everywhere now, i'm kind of scared even after my jab. plus, being a winter-illness, it spreads more during winter.
i heard it snowed in the village last week. i wonder if it'll snow during our time there. i've never seen snow, ever! maybe only ice glaciers back in canada rocky mountains.
A huge part of me feel that MA paper is going to be a flop. and it's worrying me because i have been spending more time on MA than stats. yet i have to keep up my stats before i plunge in my grades which is going to be quite wasted because i managed to do well in midterms. must maintain.
ok. i'm starting to talk to myself.
main point is i cant wait for my papers to be over.
lately i've been having the thoughts about quitting school cause' it takes away my life. if i do away with school, i could fly. and quite weirdly i thought of quiting smu to enter sim just now. hah.
ok, im such a queer person.
till then! |
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| So random. |
[Nov. 12th, 2009|12:16 am] |
so it's week 13 and its 2 weeks from exams.
this semester has been one tough one, and have 5 more semesters to go even after this. bahhh.
i dont even dare think about next semester because i'll be taking 3 financial modules (not exactly my forte!)
i dont know where to start to mug for my papers. so many concepts to clarify and study :(
it's really a pain to start gathering all the notes, print past exams paper and CON-CEN-TRATE. i think i cant, opps ):
meanwhile, i still need to think about my proper trekking shoes, downjacket and packing lists for my trip. ohhh and h1n1 jab? how!
sure i've been missing a huge part of my social life lately. haven't been meeting the girls, and hx/ht. after my trip, promise!
&&&, i want to thank God for bb. you've been really nice to me when i can be as evil as a witch with my impatience and task-orientedness. <3 love you manymany.
well, lately God has been speaking to me about Pride, Humility, Patience and Control. just want to jot these down lest i forget. not very good traits that i need to submit up to God, and i need to change.
okay, getting late now!
God, please see me through this long & grey period. i really want to do well and i know your grace is more than enough for me! I'm going to claim your promises alright!
good night world. |
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| Sealed with a kiss. |
[Oct. 23rd, 2009|01:13 am] |
im so blessed to have you in my life. even this sentence is an understatement.
thank you for loving me. you thought me that selfless love, and loving without precondition is hard, but possible.
"as deep as ocean, as high as mountains, as thick as forest" (haha) |
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| Upcoming Week 10. |
[Oct. 17th, 2009|01:08 am] |
 busy like a bee. soon, exams will come. and soon i'll be in some rural part of china helping the less fortunate.
thinking of a trip to chillax after my return. i havent treated myself for my birthday. i need some time off school, seriously. to do what i need and want to do.
i need some good ol' shopping, and movie chickflicks. everyone says 500days of summer is awesome. is it even still in cinemas? i also wanna watch julie & julia.
been mugging for the past few sundays. this sunday shall be (hopefully) the last for this semester. some family time finally on 25th.
today was the first class on finishing touch. will be learning coverletters and resumes, interview, dining etiquette, etc. i hope i get to take away much though i really resent doing this 0.5 credit mod in term 1b. all the deadlines and exams are approaching. its so hard to juggle this.
its been a week & i have not even fully recovered. i need to get some sleep now.
it's car wash to raise funds for our trip, tomorrow!
come on down to east coast to support!
good night world xx
b, i pray that you'll get well soon! His mighty hands is definitely upon you and healing will come :)
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| ♥♥ bon anniversaire à moi ♥♥ |
[Oct. 13th, 2009|11:49 pm] |
bon anniversaire à moi ♥
by far the only photograph i peaked from the photographer. i can't wait for all to be out! :) family has got to be the best creation ever. i really want to thank God for my family for making 21 years of my life so good. i love you!
today marks the end of p-plate too. but i dont think ive driven more than 10 ten times on the road yet. feel like sucha loser! |
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